so to pick up from where we left off..

i&e cny celebration was real good. lo-hei! haha this yr wasnt as fun compared to last yr, chasing mt all around trying to get her to eat the :zao sheng gui zi" yusheng. but i still love the fun all the same. (: and i love i&e even more. it's quite saddening to think that we're gonna be stepping down in like 3 weeks. D: i really cant imagine life without i&e. but well, guess we're all disappearing. so now, let's say half my body's gone. and before i know it, people will ask "huh, who's pearlyn neo?" or "miss pearlyn neo" as they call me. =/ i'll try to get the photos up asap. (: so that day i delivered donuts to the staff room as well. all the teachers at the swing there was so amazed over that box of donuts. amazing that i still can remember what i did man. "the gal who knows the staff room better than the rest" haha mt laughed at me. and i got bullied into washing the silver plates! D: humph.

cny celebration the next day. 4g2 won the best decorated class award! well, we better win it. if not just bang wall and die. spend so much time and effort on it summore. not to mention $$$. 4g2 lo-hei after that. well, can say that thursday marked the start of my yusheng eating days. had yusheng for like 5 days straight. im so sick of that colourful nooodle now. haha. didnt study at all for my common test during the new year. die die. D: and im supposed to be studying now but what am i doing here! so. cny was all about eating, eating, eating, playing, drinking and gambling. and i lost like $16. D: blackjack's not my game. let's just say im better at mahjong. (:

so went back to sch half asleep on wednesday. i dont want the cny break to end! ash wed on wednesday. i was grumbling bout the ash that made my head look black. D: and friday was lit ct. D: stupid. omg i saw that question before. from yingliang's file. and i cant believe i ignored it and tried to look at last year's one. idiot. anw, had crash course amaths consultation that day with ms lin. rate of change just suck. and guess what, im saying byebye to physics, well not gonna touch it at all. my L1R5 doesnt need it i guess. since physics hates me. well, i hate you too. piffff. ):

marche treat this wednesday with mdm lim! (: i know you're just jealous that i keep getting treats. hahaa. not really excited though. i want it with someone else, you know who. gahhhh. mt promised to being me to the prom shop. and i owe her and her other half treats. =/ my aunt's that back from china's leaving this wed. ): sobs.

i cant wait for ct to end!
and. i just found out your address. :D
im a happy kid! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

today is happy valendonughts day for me and my "donutz budz!" hahaha we 4 people (joycey wocey, yazzie, adilah, me) expected to queue at the donut factory for like only 3h. but ended up queuing for 5! omg lah. 5h of nonsensical chit chat. 5h of bonding. 5h of supposedly "do homework". HAHAHA. and it's SHAO nian wen zhai joyce, not XIN nian wen zhai. i must have corrected her like 10 times through out the whole 5h.

anw, im here to say that the donuts from donut factory are WORTH THE WAIT. double chocolate was DAMN GOOD. adilah where are the photos! i want to upload upload! (: got 2 boxes for 1/2 dozen and 1 dozen, all full of donuts. i seriously think im mad to queue for 5h for 18 donuts. HAHA. mt you better say thank you. hahaha i heard u scream over the phone. (: these shall be out total defence day food ration. say bye to kong guan biscuits and newater! i <3 my ration for this year.


friday = 1/2 day = fun! maybe i shall go back and queue again. HAH :D
friday 4g2's having lo-hei session. tmr's i&e. quite egggciting. photos! (:
i love sec4 life. haha it's so well i can say often that i go out. much much more than sec3 man. sec3 i got out like that. sec4 i go out LIKE THATTTTTTTT. so yeah. 4g2!


i <3 the donutz budz! and why am i the one with the spastic haircut joyce!
adilah photos! it hurts to know that when everything once seem fine and you're at the peak of your life when everything just crumbles apart.
superficiality hurts.
i know what you're thinking about me.
i know i get damn paranoid over this kinddaf thing.
im trying so hard not to think about this.
but i just cant.
images play in my head.
it really hurts to know that it's over.
but i dont wish to say goodbye.
your fake smile kills.
the words you say simply dont mean a thing.
well if you're talking to me just for the sake of talking to me, then dont bother.
cause i care so much that it now comes to a point when caring doesnt work.
so.
maybe it just wasnt meant to be.




urgh. have i mentioned how stress i am? it's not cuz of studies and all. although common test's tmr but who cares. tsk. all nonsense shit issues are popping up. relationships are on the rock and all. and best part, our cny deco's sorta driving me nuts. tmr's valentines. im such a deprived kid man. date with joycey wocey to queue for donuts tmr! (: outing with bertha today was fun. thanks a lot friend! treat was great. and the last part was good too. (: xcountry was so lame i swear that although it's my last, i dont really feel a thing for it. all in all, i drank 10 cups on milo, played on the swing and see-saw (told u im deprived!) and drank 2 bottles of mineral water. and found a cap. HAHA. and suntanned with kalok. (:


we in this generation are so SO deprived. im such a wreck that i cried terribly when i heard the true colours song in full.
would you be nice and sing it for me preety please?
sigh. week before was terrible. cny deco is madness. just really hope that we will win. we MUST win. (: heck bout the zhu ni xin nian kuai le nonsense. who cares if someone else copies man. we are the original. tsktsk.
really hope that next wk will be fun fun FUN. cny in 7 days :D
foood! new clothes! lots and lots of soft drinks! and alcohol. (:
egggciting week ahead i hope. x-country tuesday, valentines + oh-so-dreaded common test on wednesday, total defence + i&e lo-hei on thursday, cny celebration + 4g2 lo-hei on friday. yipee!
oh did i mention that im competitive for x-country? i think fry will just die with me running. lol.


im missing someone terribly bad. ): sing that song for me will you?


True Colours - Cyndi Lauper

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh, I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful
Like a rainbow oh my.
our batch is not the single intake batch yet. D:
so we are gonna have double intake. which means, prelims are equally important. D:
which means less time to study D:
and also ca is counted into sa. D:
and sa is 10% of prelims D:
which means i cant slack anymore D:
which means i gotta work superly hard. D:
boy oh boy im turning into a ultimate nerd D:

and common test on valentines? how nice. D: